Not today

I wish she didn't had to say that much. I wish I didn't had to see to know that much.

Why was it so easy before? Just like a breeze. No further questions, no doubts, no uncertainties, no worries. Think no further and just do it. And you know how egoistic I am to even feel regretful about anything. I wasn't at all back then but I am now. A little. Maybe it didn't matter then. But I think it does now.

Is this what age does to you? You think more, feel more, worry more, eat more, bah. You learn more, you know more but sometimes that doesn't mean you do right more.

Well, it will be if you let it be long enough.

But no..not now. Not today.